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Thoughts of the Day

Day 1 of t.o.t.d

The drive from work to home I get into my thoughts. Before when I wasn’t doing good mentally I would’ve felt a different way. But ever since I got answers (closure) I have felt good. I felt like Pamela, I just felt ready to move on from what I went through. I don’t necessary mean I’m over the thought of it, but now I’m not being so hard on myself. I’m understanding my worth and loving myself everyday. I’m working towards my dreams, desires, and goals for me. Yes, I do miss sharing my accomplishment with another person but I’m learning so much more of myself being alone. I am just happy, maybe I feel like I’m so good I ask myself, who wouldn’t be happy with me? I’m not hyping myself up but I do have personality, I can take jokes, tell jokes, and have a good vibe, but I can say I am missing the looks but I feel like my personality defines who I am as a person and I’m beautiful.

Music

Different Moods. Different Vibes. Different Sounds.

Sad Vibes

“No One Like You,” Best Coast
“Redemption,” Drake
“Brave For You,” The xx
“Follow You,” Bring Me The Horizon
“Three Seed,” The Silversun Pickups

Happy Vibes

“Closed On Sunday,” Kanye
“Dreams Money Can Buy,” Drake
“Lazy Afternoon,” Rebelution
“Swervin,” A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie ft. 6ix9ine
“Nocturne,” Wild Nothing

Chill Vibes

“I Wonder,” Kanye
“Breathin,” Ariana Grande
“Reborn,” Kids See Ghosts
“Party Monster,” The Weekend
“Reminder,” The Weekend

Turn Up Vibes

“War,” Drake
“Act Up,” City Girls
“Bop,” Tyga ft. Blueface and YG
“Wiggle It,” French Montana ft. City Girls
“Bebe,” 6ix9ine ft. Anuel AA

Looking for Answers

At the end of the day I sit in my room alone. Sometimes I watch youtube videos, listen to music and podcast while cleaning and thinking about how the day went. A question that has been in my head for a while now is, Why do people liter?

Why do people liter?

I work at a fast food restaurant ( Yes, I still work at a dental office and still going to school, I will explain later). Back to my point, I work at a fast food restaurant and one of the duties is to checking parking lot. OH MY GOSH. Everyday it is always full of trash, mostly Starbucks since there is one right next to us. But the thing that irks me the most is that there is LITERALLY two dumpsters in the parking lot and people still throw it on the ground!! Like life is so easy, everything is handed to us, but the more they hand us the lazier we get. Why can’t people see the outside like their home? Why do people treat public restrooms differently than their own? Why do people tend to be rude to the employees? We don’t control serving size, prices, etc. Why is it so easy to start a movement to ban straws to save turtles but can’t do one to save our planet? #STOPLITTERING We need to start making changes to help the human life as well. Littering is just slowly destroying our environment, it can cause flood, other animals get hurt by it as well, and wastes our natural resources.

I never understood why people think it is okay to treat the public restroom trashy. It sucks because it just shows how we as humans take things for granted. We are to blame for what’s happening with our environment. We want to create movements when the problem is already out of our control.
What is the difference of throwing trash inside your house floor vs outside in our environment?

Who is Pam?

HELLO! Here to spread good vibes and positivity.

So why do I prefer to be called Pam instead of Pamela? Here’s the story, in order to have graduated from dental assisting school I had to complete a 70 hour internship at a dental office. The dental office I did my internship had a hard time remembering Pamela, they would call me extern, Paola, Camila, etc. So one day I just told my Dr’s call me Pam and ever since then I’ve introduced myself as Pam. I changed my name to make it easier for them but others seem to struggle with Pam as well. It’s funny when I go to Blaze Pizza, Starbucks, or even on the phone when they ask for my name I say Pam and everyone says Pat? Pa? It’s funny.

What made me want to blog?

I want to try new things. 2020 feels like a good year of just finding where I belong. 2019 taught me to be strong and to be okay with what’s going on, remembering don’t stress over things I can’t control, and thinking positive. Positivity attracts good, good turns into opportunities, and opportunities get you to your dreams/goals.
I just believe having these ideas, thoughts, questions, assumption, etc. can help me organize myself. Maybe even open the doors to opportunity. My goal in life is to spread good, positivity, love, and support. I feel like I’m here to help and aid those who have been hurt.

I don’t have a format, but like I said I do have a goal. My goal is to make Triple L’s a memory.

Live. Laugh. Love.

Question 1: What topics do you think you’ll write about?

I’m going to be talking about my dreams/goals, tell some jokes, life lessons, assumptions, tell stories, and so much more. My life is pretty interested and I have lots of fun. I can say I live life to the fullest even when I was on my lowest. Life is special.

Question 2: If you blog successfully throughout the next year, what would you hope to have accomplished?

I hope I accomplish my goal. Inspire people to chase after dreams, never give up, believe in yourself! Trust me if you don’t lose hope you got this!